чудесный человек на тумблере делится своим хэдканоном про Маккоя в ТОСе и его чувства к Споку, это непереводимо, так что я просто оставлю на английском
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I’m going to tell you something that I never thought I’d hear myself say. But it seems that I’ve missed you. And I don’t know if I could stand to lose you againhelp, i’m drowning in my depressing headcanons about mccoy being in unrequited love with spock
just think about it
it’s what makes him so quick to argue
because he’s hurting, and when he’s hurt, he gets defensive and bitter.
while jim is his captain and his friend, he can’t help but be jealous
because he sees what the two of them have
and it’s what he has wanted and tried for all this time
but never received
seriously just watch tos and really pay attention to how often you see mccoy try to connect, even in the smallest ways (bless deforest’s acting, putting expression into every little detail)
he looks at spock all the time, trying to make eye contact
he stands close to spock all the time
he sticks with him on away missions
he even uses the word “logic" and phrases like “typical human reaction," and he usually looks over to spock for approval afterward, just wanting to relate, to be on his level
and god, that one time in “spectre of the gun" where spock says “perhaps they would’ve been if they‘d had your ingenuity, doctor," mccoy’s reaction is just that of such shock and complete joy— finally spock said something kind to him and it wasn’t even sarcastically
ohh and wow mccoy is so willing and trusting when it comes to allowing spock in via mind meld, the ultimate form of connection
and mccoy gets so irrationally angry when spock comes off as cold and emotionless, because he knows the emotions are in there, and it hurts him that he can’t be the one to bring them out, that he never will be. so he says things that are too harsh.
so i get really upset when people say he hated spock
they had disagreements, but in the end they were part of the same family, in fact they were part of the triumvirate that held the family together. they respected each other so much in their intelligence and their work. when they came to an agreement they worked together seamlessly (which i am always in awe of and will never stop talking about). mccoy even admitted to most of their arguments being jokes. when one of them is in danger, the other really frets and worries canonically. it has happened a number of times. they can’t stand the thought of losing each other, something mccoy admitted aloud at spock’s bedside. they had some incredibly profound, tender moments that get shadowed by those between kirk and spock
their relationship was complicated, because they were yin and yang
but they were friends
they cared about each other
and it hurts me when my head turns it into unrequited love mccoy
but it’s just too easy to see
you wouldn’t even had to add much extra dialogue to make it so the show progresses like:
s1: mccoy is in love with spock and he’s annoyed by it
s2: mccoy is in love with spock and he’s hurting because of it
s3: spock is in love with kirk and mccoy is heartbroken by it
"I’m going to tell you something that I never thought I’d hear myself say. But it seems that I’ve missed you. And I don’t know if I could stand to lose you again."здесьА вот картинка, которая иллюстрирует все сказанное выше, и если кто-то знает, из какой это серии...
НАШЛА: 1x18 Арена 37 минута
@темы:
тмблр,
!!!: where no one has gone before,
otp: spones
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11.07.2013 в 20:18-
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12.07.2013 в 00:53-
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12.07.2013 в 00:57кстати, у меня для тебя к/сный гифсет на тумблере нашелся!
evewillow.tumblr.com/post/55074641995
отличный! такой грустный
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12.07.2013 в 01:11спасибо!*взгруснула*
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12.07.2013 в 01:17-
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24.10.2014 в 16:08